Hi again Stephen!
Thank you for sharing your views, feelings and ‘fears.’
Perhaps I am struggling in the face of your superior intellect. Or perhaps your own abilities are not quite what you imagine them to be. Worth considering! :)
For now, I think I have indulged you as much as can reasonably be expected.
I have given you my advice. It is kindly meant, but you may take it or leave it as you choose.
All the best to you!